Just a little thanks to everyone who commented! You are all so very nice and it was definitely a great pick-me up! I am back on top now, and feeling like myself once again. My pleasant, happy self, that is! I very rarely let things get to me as much as I did a couple of days ago, so it just seems a little silly to me now, even though I know we're all entitled to days like that.
I went a little over the edge, I'd say! I even went out to my car on my lunch break so that I could bawl without anybody seeing me. Just made a pillow out of my coat, curled up in the backseat, and let 'er rip! Oh, the melodrama! I guess my sister is the drama queen on stage, and then I fill in for real life! I went back to work with my eyes swollen like a prize fighter's, trudged through the rest of the day, went home and cried some more, and then woke up yesterday declaring the insanity O-VAH! Thank God! Who needs to read that crap, when there are much more interesting things out there?
I just have to realize that Rome wasn't built in a day, and neither was my ass! It takes time to pack on obnoxious amounts of extra poundage, so it'll take a long time to get it off! Not TOO long, I hope, but nonetheless. I am rededicated and absolutely ready to stop beating myself up. I have always been my worst critic, and believe me, I have had my fair share of critics! Won't dwell on it now!
Say so long to the party pooper!